So the shattering?

Yet another destructive presence, actually seeing this in perspective! My god the positivity kills!! Ha! Well yes one more ending, all over again, for the umpteenth time, I can almost say Im being watched. But you know what is more important, let the viewer not get his pleasure out of this. Most definitely not! No one is permitted to 'price' me and believe they got a value, ha! wow! Sometimes I like the power words hold within me. Yes, sorry today wont be sensible, because today is the day of falling. If it had to go down in history, then well : everyday definitely isn't the whole. A small allowance for tomorrow and a belief that it would come. Look at the dilemmas that suffocate, not being able to find a tomorrow? now that's an omni-presence, isn't it? If infinity and eternity scare, then the only problem is in today. Maybe its time to accept, all that exists is here and now. The be-all and end-all of time, space and character.


confession

today my world seems to have shattered... again,
all over.
feels like not everything we wanted was in our hands
and not even in the hands of destiny
it was just all in a place it wasnt meant to be
and no matter how long the road,
at the end doesnt stand the end we see....
very calm, and very quiet
very very quiet is the noon on that face,
where there is the noise of every thought,
and the silence of none at all.
its the solitude of the wind,
the depth of a raindrop,
the words of the dead,
the loud, jarring sound, of nothingness at all.