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you are in another place and so am i.
though destiny will always wait for everything that hasnt happened yet,
my fate directions me to see you.
and not look thru,to hold you,
and let time slip by.
to let urgency take back and fill up the bowl of emptiness,
but i only have to leave now,
i have to,
cause this wait doesnt make me smile anymore.
in the so many oceans that have passed,
i can read the stories of the oceans still to come,
and though i shall stand at the shore of each and everyone of them,
i cannot say i am waiting for any one of them to return.
the pain is acute,
and words only make me stronger.
i want to break myself down,
the pain must settle in.
i want you,
i want you
and i want only you.