The two that occupy my mind...

...one, who, i tell myself i love,
but i wish were dead,
the other, whom i dont,
but cant get out of my head.

devotion and desire.

misplaced emotions float uneasily atop the murky waters of a frail mind.

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the dilemmas of owning...
the hand and the right.
the quickness of a thought,
and so much for its sight.
easier its been to imagine its grasp,
so much tougher its seems to release a trail.

where houses the dilemma,
when all the wanted seems in vain.
where is the beauty in the grasp,
when the hold cant feel its pain?
between the want of the mind,
and the embrace of the face,
is a desire not so desiring...
the giving of an underlined,
to make it a whole again.